*still couldn’t sleep, something happened, I wrote.*
I answer yes and it’s that
I answer no and it’s this
Why can’t I just stay in the middle and be in perfect bliss?
But why would you even care?
It doesn’t matter anymore,
It doesn’t matter now.
Maybe it did in a time before this,
When you would grant my most prized wish.
I don’t think you realize,
What you do to me leaves me paralyzed,
You have no clue,
Not even a hint,
Not even close.